I’m coming to you from behind a veil. You can’t see it. But it’s there, in front of me. To you, I’m just standing here, unencumbered. Awake. Alive and present in our shared space. But really, I’m miles away. Stuck. Struggling. Screaming. You can’t see or hear it. You just have to trust me. Suspend your disbelief for a moment, and just imagine it for me. A thin veil like clouded-over cellophane pulled taut between us. Separating you from me. And the real me from the me that you see. I see that me too. I see how I look to you. I’m all right. I’m cool. I’m funny. I’ve got my shit together. I’m not afraid. I’m not afraid of being afraid. Since you can’t see the veil, I can’t ask you to move it for me. I can’t expect you to understand the way it works or why it chose me of all people to cling to. I don't know how it works. I don't know why …
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